Habitual
Why do you feel lost when you lose someone? Or why do you cr y when you part from someone who was a very important part of your life? Why do you feel empty when someone with whom you spent a significant amount of time leaves you? Why you miss that person even if you fought with that person when he or she was there? And when you part with them, you feel a gap, a pang in your heart... Because they were your habit! Your daily habit! You won't feel that pain when you are away from someone with whom you did not talk to on a daily basis. Its your habit that hurts. Not that the person who is gone is not important but that they were in your daily routine. You met them almost daily, you conversed with them, ate with them, took a walk with them. And when you do all the above things alone you used to do together you miss them, and that pain returns to your heart. You miss doing things together. You miss that habit of eating, talking or even playing together. You were HABITUAL of t