Chirping Mind

                     What if my answer to some of your questions was a NO!! What if u said left and I replied NO, 'to the right we go', What if when asked, whether to make a difference by choosing another road or not and again I said NO. What if when asked to shed my ego and shyness to initiate a talk, I said NO. Of course, there are sometimes I regret, In fact, we all regret, that NO as an answer would have been the better option. Some decisions that went wrong, Some bad choice made that still walk along. All of it could have been different if, I HAD SAID NO!! Wishing to change it by going in the past, but NO… What if then you regret NO as an answer to some other questions. It is rightly said "precaution is better than the cure", But we cannot take any precautions if the consequences are unknown, And for that, it is necessary to make some bad decisions whose answer was YES and let its scratches remind you th...

    NEITHER 'PUB-G' NOR 'TEMPLE RUN' WHAT AMUSED US WAS FLYING PAPER-MADE AIRPLANES, RUNNING BEHIND EACH OTHER BAREFOOT ON EMPTY LANES, HITTING EACH OTHER WITH RUBBER MADE 'GULER', FUN WERE THE DAYS WHEN WE PLAYED SILLY LITTLE CHILDHOOD GAMES. HOW AFTER BEING BACK FROM SCHOOL WE PUT ASIDE OUR BAGS, DO THE DAILY ROUTINE OF WASHING HANDS, HAVING LUNCH, DOING SOME HOMEWORK OR SLEEPING, WAKE UP AND WAIT...WAIT FOR THE EVENING TO COME.SO THAT WE COULD STEP OUT OF OUR HOMES AND DISCUSS WHAT GAMES TO PLAY. MY FAVOURITE WAS 'CHUPAN CHUPAI'-WHERE WHILE THE DENNER COUNTED TO TEN WE RAN WITH OUR SMALL FEET TO FIND A PLACE TO HIDE. THRILLING IT WAS!! SOUNDS OF 'THAPPA' AND 'ICE PICE' WOULD FILL THE SURROUNDINGS. SOMETIMES THE OPTION OF 'CHOR POLICE', 'SATOLIYA' 'DARK ROOM' AND OTHERS(HAD MANY CHOICES ) WAS ALSO THERE. IF BORED WOULD PLAY IN DAMP SAND PILE PUT FOR CONSTRUCTION, ATTACK EACH OTHER WITH BALLS OF...

Would have chosen you if I had the choice, Better would have been things if you had agreed without any noise... Life always gives you some choices, It is we who make the right or the wrong ones, Whether choosing a college, career or a relationship. We always have the chance to choose, But in a fear of what we might get or lose, We sometimes hurry to something that later makes us regret. It is after making many, we realize that not each was purely wrong or right. Guess, every choice we make gives us a chance of choosing which aspect of it we prefer,  Which would either lead us into learning or be regretting, Latter one is hard to live and cope up with, So the easier choice  is learning and forgetting, Forgetting that any choice made earlier was stupid. Choice of being loved seems easier and warm, But choosing to love someone selflessly, that's what makes you strong. Choice of leaving someone in sorrow seems simple, But holding on to them so tha...

"You have wandered enough now, time to settle, Take yourself out of this muddle" Said mind... "Wasted enough time and resources, now  balance your finances, Were caught up in a web of a multitude of feelings, Time to sort out things(practical ones and emotional ones). Learnt enough, time to implement your knowledge now, So that your potential reaches the heights where people bow." Heart replied "Maybe had enough for you(mind), there's never enough to learn, life is full of lessons. Whatever invested will pay back, not necessarily in the form of resources but lessons and experiences...." THE MORE YOU WANDER, THE MORE YOU LEARN. LIFE CAN GIVE YOU WONDERFUL EXPERIENCES, SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO SURRENDER. WHEN CONFUSED AND PUZZLED, JUST NEED SOME SOLITUDE. ONE DROP OF PEACE AND TWO DROPS OF CALMNESS, THAT'S IT, AND YOU'LL SEE THE CHANGING ATTITUDE.

Think!! Think again,  you don't need a push to move on.. For life doesn't wait, it goes on. Beautiful memories painted in my head, You left me with a tool to paint it again, Whenever I want, with   my own colors, pink blue or red... Your times were greater, but my hues are true, not mixed or adulterated. Hey!! You won't get these words..." what do they mean?", You say "Your words are big, but there's no action seen"  Agree my words are big and I don't seem to act accordingly, Maybe I've not learnt it fully...the art of expressing...!! You say I don't express, Yes! (the way people "understand")... I express in my own way... Sometimes it is exaggerated but it's true...its true!!

                                  From a stubborn kid to a mature adult, From a box of stupid questions to a box of reasonable answers, From cute little laughs to simple smiles, Yes!! I have crossed LONG MILES... From naughty and immature deeds to kind and rational actions, I lived my every phase of life in small fractions... From a person who was loved, cared and looked after to a person who now looks after, From " Papa's Laadli " phase to " Papa's Bada Beta "phase, Yes I've grown up living and learning from my past days, Still have a long way to go,grow and learn more, To a person whom people know and adore... Life was not easy and I don't want it to be, Because the struggles and obstacles have polished me and made me a person I've always wanted to be.