PROUD

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The day will itself be proud when I hold my dignity,
My achievements standing next to me and staring at infinity...
Who stood by me when I tumbled?
I sorted the cards which were shuffled,
Gambled on my own,
Lost to myself,
Wondering if I deserve the crown?

I calmed my flood on my own,
Saved the water from a drought of hopelessness and depression.
Thanks to those who turned away from my disaster,
I cannot say anything to those who did not even bother if there was one!!

Well, my fault...I expected,
Because If I never expected I would not have been disappointed.
At least there was a positive outcome,
I took a decision...this time by myself.
Was that good or bad? Does it matter??
I climbed the mountain without a ladder.

Is it not good to test something before you use it,
Especially if your future depends on it?
So did I... and still am...to be sure!!
Do not care if that takes time,
Because I do not own a time machine,
It is my life my decisions, and hope the time is right,
To experience what is it like to fall,
And to stand and climb another mountain that is tall.
I do not ask for help,
But do not give commitments and put it on a shelf,
You see there is a word..TRUST,
Which is my precious diamond,
And I am not rich...so I do not own a thousand!

This is not my anguish,
But I just wish..
Wish that you watch while I fly,
High in the sky.
Well, I do not long for diamonds and fame,
Just that you recognize my name,
And when you hear it sitting in a chair you've been sitting for decades,
I am the one who inspires you and your children for many decades.

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